Origins of Grace

We are running low on food.
The little ones that were so cheerful in the beginning,
are now weak and quiet.
At least the rain stoped.

All of those people....Dead
People I knew my whole life.
That was 6 months ago.

Looking out over this long expanse of water my faith falters.
I sent out the first a week ago ago,
It returned with nothing to show.
The second has not come back yet.

Oh God, where are you now?
You said they were all wicked.
You regreted all of it.
You granted favor, I do not deserve it.
Was I so different than the others?
I do not understand, but I am grateful.